Obey the anointing

“Have I really died? Have I stopped dying? Is there that one thing that I don’t fully agree with… 100%… without
any reservations? Is there any subject from the anointing that I can’t say a full, resounding “YES” to? Do I
always have to explain my position on it every time the subject comes up? If so, there’s resistance in me. I have
not died, or I’ve decided somewhere along the way to stop dying. Messiah is no longer worth the suffering.
These are thoughts that I’ve really had to examine myself with” 1998.03.05-L01 (What it means to be needy)